| hmmm... |
[May. 31st, 2004|10:02 pm] |
What is your name?: Dale
How old are you?: 17
When is your Birthday?: March 10th 1987
What is your zodiac sign?: pisces
Where were you born?: Jacksonville, Florida
Where do you live now?: Jacksonville, Florida
What color are your eyes?: Green and blue
What color is your hair?: blue-black
How tall are you?: 5'11
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): 117
What is your race?: too damn many
What is your worst fear?: gotta have fears to have a worst
Do you smoke?: yes
Do you drink?: yes
Do you cuss?: yes
Do you use drugs?: Weed count?
Have you or will you ever steal?: I may
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: both
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: yes,guitar and dryms
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: yes
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: PinHead
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: nope
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: old age
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: yes
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: yes
What subculture do you belong too?: goth/Vampire
Are you evil?: If you piss me off
Do you believe that you can be possesed?: yes
Are you a paranoid?: yes
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: yes
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: No
Are you a violent person?: sometimes
Do you take your anger out on other people?: maybe
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: no
What is your favorite game?: DDR
What is your favorite movie?: The Crow
Who is your favorite band?: Disturbed
What is your favorite song?: Gte down with the sickness
What kind of books do you read?: erotic,suspence,vampire,romance
What is your favorite color?: scarlet
What is your favorite food?: Pizza
What is your favorite drink?: The DEW
Do you skateboard?: no, but i agressive inline skate(too the skateboarders out there this si for u. ,.I..(<>..<>)..I.,)
Do you watch wrestling?: yes
Do you study martial arts?: yes, Tai-chi
Do you own a pari of converse?: no
Do you own a pair of dickies?: no
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: yes
Are you a virgin?: No an dporud of it..i'mma Nymnpoh ladies^_^
Are you kinky?: some say that
Do you like biting?: yes
Do you masturbate?: umm yeah
Do you watch pornography?: yes
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: yes
Are you hyper active person?: yeah
Do you like to write poetry?: yes
Do you like to do your own photography?: some times
Do you like modeling and/or acting?: yes
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: yes millions
Are you religious?: no
Do you stand for originality and creativity?: yes
Do you believe in vampires?: yes
Does pain turn you on?: yes
Do you believe in witchcraft?: yes
Have you ever played a oiuja board or used tarrot cards?: yes
Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?: soemtimes
Do you go to many concerts?: no
Do you like meeting new people and hanging out?: depends
What do you like most about life?: friendship and relationship
What do you dislike most about life?: people that piss me off
Do you believe in love at first fright?: kind of
Do you think these questions are stupid?: no
Do you think this quiz sucks?: Not that bad
How would you compare my quiz to others?: depends on the others you want to compare it to |
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| Boredom as in |
[May. 9th, 2004|10:42 pm] |
Well people's i'm just sitting here bored as can be....so i figured i should tell people my Number and the times ot call just in case the wish to call...
My number is: (904)733-5857
times that can be called at:anywhere between 11am till 9pm....ask for Dale and you'll get me if i'm there.^_^ |
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| A Skorn Angel On Swift wings of Death-A poem by Me....one i made when i was depressed and pissed. |
[May. 9th, 2004|04:31 am] |
hope you all enjoy it.
I am the one, The Angel that sits in the shadows, watching as the tides of time wash over all.Many know me, and many don't. But those whom have scron will know me as i come with wings of death....Revenage is a Dish best served cold....Well guess what i'm nohtin but ice.
Ice never unfrozen, Ice that shall never thaw, My heart never beats for it's been to badly Skorned.My hands are as cold as death as i lay them apon your soft flesh, feeling as your heat begins to move into me, leaving your worthless body as cold as mine....Yet i live.
Thru the window and back into the shaodws on Death's wings, Awaiting for my next prey whom dare skorns someone.sitting in the shadows, licking my lips of the Crimson Liquid that so intoxicates me yet brings you Mortals life.
I am the one, The Angel that sits in the shadows, watching as the tides of time wash over all.Many know me, and many don't. But those whom have scron will know me as i come with wings of death....Revenage is a Dish best served cold....welcome To My age....The Ice Age....The Age of Death and Coldness...one no one but the one whom can unfreeze my heart shall be saved from. |
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| Updated question since things have changed alittle |
[May. 9th, 2004|03:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none really | ] |
[]Favorite Things[]
Place to be: With Rae
Place you wish you could be: Chained To Rae's cloest or bedpost
Actor: None
Actress: None
Car: 1968 Ford Mustang, Media blue with black flames outlined in silver.
Drink: i love Mountain Dew!
Color: Red and Black
Food: Pizza
Song: The Rasmus - In The Shadows
Musical Artist: uhhhh....way to many to pick from!
Movie: The Frist Crow
Person(s): Rae, Heather My bestest Friend, and The other Amber me Best friend, Jessica(me bro's slave)
Video Game Song: DDR's .59 by Dj.Taka
Favorite thing in the world: My Girlfriend
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[]Love Life- Questions[]
Do you believe in Love: Yup..
If so, are you in Love:Hell yes!
Do you love someone special: I feel that I seem to be head over heels in-love with Rae...which i hope i'm not wrong..i don't want to be hurt a third time.
Do you believe in fate: Yepish
Do you believe in soulmates: Yes
If so, who do you think your soulmate is: Rae,She seems the only one whom can tame the beast within me.
Do you believe in Love over the internet: no.
Do you believe Love blooms anywhere: I believe it can.
What do you love the most about you: I can't anwser that.
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[] SEX []
How often do you think about sex: All the time, most of the time though is in my sleep or when certin someones tease me all day.
Are you a virgin: nope, and damn proud of it.
Are you a virgin online: Wouldn't you like to know.
What do you think about Sex before Marriage: I don't see a problem with it.
What do you think about One Night Stands: I dont have them...won't ever.
What do you think about Casual Sex: I feel dumb but i'm not sure what it means.
Do you want to have Sex right now: Wouldn't borther me any^_^
If you could have Sex with anyone who would it be: Rae....and maybe just Maybe jessica..if Rae wanted her to join but really Just Rae.
If you could have Sex with any famous person who would it be: No one because i could never cheat on my girlfriend.
Favorite Female body part: The Whole body.
Favorite Male body part: uhhh...i'm straight>_<
You're Favorite body part: Mostly a woman's Lips.
Ever preformed Oral Sex: Nope, Unfounrtely....I'll been afraid i'd do terrible but i tend to break that fear soon.
Ever received Oral Sex: Yep.
Want to Receive Oral Sex:-_-' two words...Hell Yeah.^.^
Ever preformed Anal Sex: Nope
Ever received Anal Sex: HELL NO I'M A GUY AND STRAIGHT!!!
Want to Perform Anal Sex: Maybe, I'm open to anything so yeah.
Want to Receive Anal Sex: No thank you.
Favorite Sex position: Doggie-Style
Ideal location for Sex: Anywhere Expect on a Small Bed or a Small Couch(Hint Hint Derrick Get a bigger Couch man!!!!)
Sexual Fantasy: The Whole being Suduced by a Schoolgirl thing...Always fun...
Ever done a sexual act with a member of the same Sex: Hell No!
Want to have a threesome: Sure If i was the only Guy and it was what my gilrfriend wanted at the time.
Want to have a foursome: *read the answer before*
Do you Masturbate: Flat out Yes
"If so" How often: Alot..we'll leave it at that.
Ever been fingered: Nope i'm a Dude
Ever been jacked off: yes
Ever been caught: Jacking off? Nope
Ever caught someone else: Nope.
Person you'd allow to see you Masturbate: no one unles it was my girlfriend masturbating me.
Last person to see you naked: Myself
Last person to touch a sexual area on your body(Not including you): My gilrfriend Rae.
Preferred type of Pornography: Hentai
Are you Horny now: Yes...Very....due to things i shall not speak of^_^. |
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| Dreams....Why do i have such Nightmareish dreams? |
[Apr. 25th, 2004|02:16 am] |
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alot of people have been aksing me what is wrong...Dale what is wrong?....I've been for the last two weeks, since i was in the Hospital, Having Dreams....Not something that doesn't happen, just not like these......Countless times i've dreamed of being in all black, long black trench-coat, yellow lensed glases like thins.My hair is crimson like now but longer.I'm always fighting...fighting somethign taht looks just ike me but blue hair....and evil looking.....I fight and i fight,To no aveil...I feel every blow as if it is real....And i feel every emotions so real.Then the fighting stops.....I'm hurt, laying in a ebd in a dark room.A candle light appears, out steps someone....Hard to see untill she moves closer....It's Amber....Yes Amber...her exact facial features, body measurements, hair and eye color...everything....But she is holding somehting....a buddle.Still weak form the fighting that i ahve no memory of winner or losing.I look up weakly and smile as the buddle moves.Amber leans down and i see a small little face looking at me....then The Dream becomes a Nightmare, men come in....Push her away form me and begin to drag me off...after that nothin...i wake up.
I don't know what it all means but i'm for once in my life Scared completely....I fear what this means maybe....but it's fear no matter....I just wish at this time i was laying, warped in Amber's Arms were the whole world esacpes me all my worries....i Wish this so greatly.... |
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| Interesting |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|11:41 pm] |
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test</ |
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| Random Questions i Stole. |
[Apr. 20th, 2004|02:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | None | ] |
[]Favorite Things[]
Place to be: With My Love Amber!
Place you wish you could be: Chained To Amber's Bed in only Boxers!
Actor: None
Actress: None
Car: 1968 Ford Mustang, Media blue with black flames outlined in silver.
Drink: i love Mountain Dew!
Color: Red and Black
Food: Pizza
Song: The Rasmus - In The Shadows
Musical Artist: uhhhh....way to many to pick from!
Movie: The Frist Crow
Person(s): Amber My love, Heather My bestest Friend, and The other Amber me Best friend.
Video Game Song: .59 by Dj.Taka!
Favorite thing in the world: My Girlfriend, only person that makes and keeps me happy.
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[]Love Life- Questions[]
Do you believe in Love: Yup..
If so, are you in Love:Hell yes!
Do you love someone special: Yes My Love Amber
Do you believe in fate: Yepish
Do you believe in soulmates: Yes
If so, who do you think your soulmate is: The one i Love Amber...She is my soulmate the one that makes me Complete.
Do you believe in Love over the internet: no.
Do you believe Love blooms anywhere: I believe it can.
What do you love the most about you: I can't anwser that.
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[] SEX []
How often do you think about sex: All the time, but mostly when i think about the weekend i spent with my Love, the best weekend of my life/
Are you a virgin: nope, and damn proud of it.
Are you a virgin online: Wouldn't you like to know.
What do you think about Sex before Marriage: I don't see a problem with it.
What do you think about One Night Stands: I dont have them...won't ever.
What do you think about Casual Sex: I feel dumb but i'm not sure what it means.
Do you want to have Sex right now: Wouldn't borther me any^_^
If you could have Sex with anyone who would it be: Only one person...and that's My Love Amber.
If you could have Sex with any famous person who would it be: No one because i could never cheat on my Love.
Favorite Female body part: The Whole body.
Favorite Male body part: uhhh...i'm straight>_<
You're Favorite body part: Mostly a woman's Lips.
Ever preformed Oral Sex: Nope, Unfounrtely....I'll been afraid i'd do terrible but i tend to break that fear soon.
Ever received Oral Sex: Yep.
Want to Receive Oral Sex: from Amber Yeah.
Ever preformed Anal Sex: haha, funny...Never...
Ever received Anal Sex: HELL NO I'M A GUY AND STRAIGHT!!!
Want to Perform Anal Sex: Maybe, You never know i'm open to almost anything.
Want to Receive Anal Sex: No thank you.
Favorite Sex position: Doggie-Style
Ideal location for Sex: Anywhere Expect on a Small Bed or a Small Couch(Hint Hint Derrick Get a bigger Couch man!!!!)
Sexual Fantasy: The Whole being Suduced by a Schoolgirl thing...Always fun...
Ever done a sexual act with a member of the same Sex: Hell No!
Want to have a threesome: Sure If i was the only Guy and it was what my Love wanted at the time.
Want to have a foursome: *read the answer before*
Do you Masturbate: sure......
"If so" How often: when i need to
Ever been fingered: Nope i'm a Dude
Ever been jacked off: yes
Ever been caught: Jacking off? Nope
Ever caught someone else: Nope.
Person you'd allow to see you Masturbate: Yeah My Love....
Last person to see you naked: Myself
Last person to touch a sexual area on your body(Not including you): Amber my love.
Preferred type of Pornography: Hentai
Are you Horny now: Yes...Very. |
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| Much needed Update. |
[Apr. 20th, 2004|01:02 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Rasmus/Ramus(not sure which one)-In The Shadows. | ] |
well i went into the hospital on easter..whooohooo.Little bitchiness there.But i wasn't eating right and DKA was introduced into my system, thus eating alittle at my organs and Cuasing me to loose lots of enegry.I got out only a day and a half later.....everyone was worrid and i 'm still sorry for making thwem worry.
so, i get home to find out my computer cord was taken and now my grandparents come over all the time to cook for me and shit...Drives me nuts....Yet they understand i really have no cnotrol over the Diabeates like eveyrone thinks....yeah this the DKA was more own fault but i can get it form a small cut getting infected....by infection in the teeth or form being sick.... so really everyone needs to stop acting like if i'm not watche dit'll fucking happen again.
I got to talk to Amber for 15 minutes when i was in the Hospital..somethign i thank her parents for but i miss her lot.People have been telling me how i have a strong love for because of me be able to wait of rher like this....most would have found someone else but i won't.You see i know That Love has it's rocky times...if i didn't truely love her like i say and wnat to Marry her...then this shouldn't be a problem...and you know what it isn;t...Yeha sure i feel lonely at time and i miss her always but i look to teh future, knowing how it will feel to see her again and how the love between us will be strenghten.so here i sit like a Loyal Love, awaiting for her to be ungrounded and for me to see her once again.
Welp as you can tel i've been sneaking on alot, and i've been taking care of myself better now....well i'll post again whe i feel tehre is a need for updates and As everyone Knows i love you all and well see you next time we se eahc other.
Amber I love you more then anyone, can't wait till you get ungroundeified |
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| BLAH!!!1 Correction on the Post before |
[Apr. 4th, 2004|06:45 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | same at post before | ] |
HELL YEAH! i just talked ot Amber and Her and ray are back togeter..*Watches the end of the world shimmer down into a clam clear day.*..XD.....Welp this is good now everyone is happy. |
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| And Thus The tides turn back the Sands of time. |
[Apr. 4th, 2004|06:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | A Prefect Circle - 3 Libras | ] |
sorry everyone for the lack of posting i hadn't gotten around to it untill now.Everything is back to normal...wel almost....Me and Amber are back togeter^_^ WHOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO HELLS YEAH!!!!!...lol....little exictment there.The other Amber and Ray broke up.....and Amber and Amber are friends again....so it's all seeming to trun well....I jst can't wait till Amber gets off grounded so i can see her again, kiss them beautiful lips, stare inot her soft blue eyes....Just can't wait. |
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| Couple Songs From which i like |
[Mar. 26th, 2004|02:43 am] |
Half-Pain
How far back should I have to go? Tell me. Everything is so painfully vivid.
The truth is, we couldn't understand each other, So I left and didn't look back
fall into a light sleep I don't carry out Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being I never carry out my promises So long ago, I threw away my brightness And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
It lies beside this cold heart, frozen So completely mindless that it persists forever
Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions, And searching for redemption, I...
fall into a light sleep I'm beginning to learn
Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow The hiding away of your warm presence Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.
fall into a light sleep I don't carry out
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being I never carry out my promises So long ago, I threw away my brightness And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
Shell
It's like I'll disappear as soon as I close my eyes I feel like I've turned into someone that even I don't recognize Sadly, I've become so small I want to be rescued, but instead of sighing I vomited up my loneliness, and just lay there, measuring it all up
Amidst this drop of time gone dry My heart is drowning and writhing These lies that make me dizzy I took them and tore them up And with that, I became lost In a world of thin darkness. [1]
For the sake of those whom I should trust I chose to come here, a cage into which I've locked myself, and now there's no escape. Deep inside my parched throat Lies the reason for this growing impermanence [2] Scared of the approaching tomorrow I cower and collapse But it seeks me out and whispers to me This voice of thin darkness. [1]
Amidst this drop of time gone dry My heart is drowning and writhing These lies that make me dizzy I took them and tore them up And with that, I became lost In a world of thin darkness. |
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| Wow....Coolness there are two different forms of Me. |
[Mar. 25th, 2004|05:54 pm] |
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appearntly My former Self known as Vixaire or Vix....and i are not compeltely one Being....Came to me in a dream.....and then it happen a few minutes ago.It seems Vix has become another side of me....only coming out when i need him the most....My head was just killing me not but 8 minutes ago and iwas lieing in bed almost screaming in pain and tehn it happen....Vix came out he told me to relax and next thing i know i'm opening my eyes and i'm not in pain......It sounds like i'm a nut but i'm not and i like this....He's explained to me he is here to help me and will be there when i need him all i need to do is relax my mind anc call him.....strange because i've know of him all my life...he's came out of me multiple times in my life when i'm angry he takes over i become silent and i look as if i'm mad yet when i speak my voice is soft,Dark, and Sexy so i've heard....I like it.
He's Told me How much he is hapy about me and Amber...and will always help us if needed....I'm happy i've found someone i can rlay on whom will always be there....We've came to the aggrement that this is a Parthnership...we are one and the same just he is my wiser and more fighter like half as i am the Charming an dmore Zaney half...:P |
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| New Emotions i feel.....Why do i feel them though? |
[Mar. 25th, 2004|03:06 am] |
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I've Felt many thing.....Hate, Boredom, Loneiness, Many more.But, I've never Felt Jealous Or Fear.Yet I feel it.....Strangely.....I miss Amber and i wish to see her.....Yet i hear about her Friend Julio....and i seem to gte Jealous.I don't know why either....she did something with his name when he was probly going to be sent away, yet i cared not i was fine with it......she wants to tspend time With him...didn't bother me either...But, I guess when i heard he hated me and the reason was because i was with Her and he wasn't i didn't get cocky,as one would, insted i got worried....They are close...i mean really Close...And by god i trust her with all of my entire being....But him.....I just don't....I guess it's because of me.My Jealous feelings most come from How much i turely Love her, I guess when you do truely love someone you become Jealous when you think that someone else cares for them like you do and would try and chrush you in attempts to have that preson for themsleves.I Fear he'll try to take her away.....More like i He is planning to try or somehting.....I don't know i'll just push these Feelings away like i do with pain, thus ultimately locking them away for now.....I love amber with all my heart, so this doesn't matter to me anymore...I just want to be with her and keep her happy with all my life.........If i didn't Marring her wouldn't be in my very mind at this moment....swirling about as i smile thinking about how i can do it....HandFastening is the only way to marry her at pur current age.....or i could stay with her as only her boyfriend and wait a few years...thus saving up enough money to buy her a ring...and give her the wedding she wants....Me myself any wedding is fine with me....But seeing her smile on the day i ask her and on the day we both say "I Do" will be one of the most happiest moments of my life....I'mma going to sleep now....wash away my feelings on Julio for now....If You Julio have a LiveJournal and read this then read this aswell....
I love Amber with every part of my Being....And She loves me....I don't know why you hate me but know this...If you try and take her away from me....If you do infact do it.....You'll reget it....I know i'll die Without her....But i won't die without Taking you with me or Hurting you enough.....My Word is my Bond....Don't think it won't happen.
Quote for the Day"People Die, Buildings Burn, But True Love last foever, Live Free, Die well, Have No regets."-A mix of the Crow and Vixaire's own words. |
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| Intresting.... |
[Mar. 23rd, 2004|07:51 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Distrubed - Forsaken | ] |
'Complete Psycho' PLEASE VOTE!!!
What Type of Lunatic are You?
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You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)
What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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Your a water Dragon! Congrats! Like ice dragons,
you are extremly powerful, but show it more
often. You are a leader, and like to speak your
opinion. AND, you are charming, swift, and
great at dancing, ou enjoy getting stuck in the
rain, playing with friends, and swimming
anywhere! Wat-ER you wating for?
What elemental dragon are you?
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No Pic
You are night, you are dark and mysterious, you
have more than likly been through some kind of
truma, depression. you have a creative mind,
and more than likly find peace enjoyment in
drawing, painting, writing. You are closed and
hidden away from people, and hide you emotions
behind a wall which you use on people. Try to
become more open, spread your creativity, you
have no idea of how many people there are out
there like you, exposing your art and yourself
can make other people come out, so many people
would look up to your for your courage and your
spirit, your not evil or bad, just
missunderstood, so get out there and show them
just what you are made of, don't worry about
what other people think, it's what you think
that really matters. Please rate this quiz!!!
What Element Would You Rule Over If You Were A Vampire?
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You belong in another of my worlds. The world of
self-destructive tendencies, either through
actual physical destructiveness or emotional
breakdowns that you keep bottled up inside,
thus hurting yourself. You feel that life is
nothing but pain, and you see red in everything
with the memories of the blood you have
bled(literally or figuratively) for your
hurting. You live in a hidden land that few
will ever understand or see in you, because you
keep it to yourself and only let a few rare
people into the truth of your reality. Er...I
don't condone my own actions, so I really don't
know what else to say. Of course, you could
also just REALLY like blood....or you might be
homicidal, not suicidal. ^_^;
Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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